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Some days, being here is enough.
This week: letting go of the plan, staying with the feeling, and finding space to exhale.
šŖ· Right Here, Right Now
I had a different plan for todayās letter.
But I woke up with my head full of staticāanxiety, dread, and the kind of self-talk that hits before your feet even touch the floor. This isnāt new for me. But today, it felt loud enough that pretending otherwise didnāt feel honest.
So Iām starting here. With where I actually am.
Because part of the practiceāyogic, liberatory, humanāis learning to stay with whatās true. Not forever. Not without boundaries. But just long enough to ask: Whatās real right now? Whatās needed?
Today, what I needed was to let the plan go. To pause. To breathe.
And to remind myself (and maybe you too):
You are not broken for having hard days.
You donāt need to be regulated to be worthy.
You can feel off and still be in practice.
Some days, being here is enough. This is one of those days.
And later, when I feel up to doing things, Iāll try to do a few things that help me regulate: sip a cup of tea, request cuddles from various members of my family, move gently if it feels good.
Not to fix anything. Just to remind myself Iām still here.
š§āāļø This Weekās Practice: Restorative for Settling Anxiety
This weekās class is a 60-minute restorative yoga practice to help settle anxiety, quiet the nervous system, and offer a sense of spaciousness in your body and breath. Because I needed it. And maybe you do too?
All bodies and moods welcome. Whether youāre in bed, on the mat, or using a chair, you donāt have to be calm to begin.
Suggested props:
⢠2 large pillows or 1 bolster/couch cushion
⢠2 small pillows or yoga blocks
⢠2 blankets or towels
⢠Optional: eye pillow, more cushions, or anything that helps you feel safe and supported
Practicing in a chair? You might want a second one nearby to support your legs or rest into forward folds.
š Watch the class here
Maybe next week will feel different. But for now, Iām honoring the truth of this oneāand holding space for whatever comes next.
In rest and resistance,
Shannon